What have I done?

Sometimes we do things that we regret.. and sometimes we do things that we want to regret but we don't. And with those things that you never regret.. it makes u look clearly at yourself.. wondering why is it that you have changed and why you have no remorse over it..

Now I am not sure wat to do.. and thus I can only write about my feelings and my thots on this blog. I seriously have no intention of harming anyone but I guess when both parties find out, they will definitely be hurt and pain... haiz..

I really never thot I will go this way. I came from a mixed schools and there are no or almost no girl couples in my school. All of us had crushes on the guys and not the girls seniors. I had a strings of "steadys" when I was in sec sch and my first steady was when I was in Sec 1. It was just a fun and in thing to have a steady. And so I managed to get one. Never did the thot of being with a girl crossed my mind. I am always hanging out with girls that is heterosexual and I love being in the centre of attraction with the guys.. hahaaha.. typical girl. But I have always been a tomboy.. I guess it comes from having 2 older brothers.. I always had more guy friends than girl friends.. I clicked with guys better... is it a sign of things to come? I dunno..

One thing without doubt, I always prefer my bfs to look more feminine.. hahahah.. I like those boyish cute guys... with slim physique.. fair with girlish features..

However, my step into the other side was purely an accident.. hmm.. accident is not the word.. purely unpremeditated..