Rejection

I stayed over at his place on Fri nite. He got an event but it ended early so he asked me to join him for supper. So I said ok. He came to my place to fetch me and we went to Geylang for the famous frog porridge. We behaved like any couple. We held hands, we talked and we laughed. All this while, I was secretly keeping a lookout around me. This is because I know that sometimes, she likes to come to Geylang for the porridge too. He sensed my preoccupation and asked me wat's wrong. I said I'm just a bit tired as it had been a busy week. He then said let's just finish our food faster and go home rest. I know he was talking about going over to his place. It is like our habit. To stay over at his place on a weekend if the next day he do not have to report to work early.

So we finished our food, paid for it and walked to his car. I knew what would happen if I were to stay at his place. I have been kinda avoiding such situation. But it cant be avoided forever. After we reach his place, he said he would take a shower first. I said fine.. and I surfed the net waiting for my turn. After 15 minutes, he came out. He handed me my towel and I went for my shower. Inside I was really dreading the moment. I knew that I cannot avoid it.. I cant give him That reason as an excuse as it is not the time yet. So I really took my time in the showers. When I came out, he has turned off the light and appeared to be sleeping. I was relieved.

As I laid next to him, preparing for sleep, he turned to me and started to kiss me. I kissed him back but as he initiated for more.. I froze.. and then I told him that I am really tired and that I have got no mood for that. He was surprised. I know he would be as we have always been sexually compatible. He looked at me and asked me gently if I am sick or that I am falling ill.. I shook my head. I did not trust my voice. He then stroke my hair and said it's ok.. he is a bit tired too.. and told me to go to sleep. He then wrapped me in his arms and stroke me to sleep.

The morning I woke up, he was gone. He had left for work. However, he msged me that he brought me breakfast before he went to work and he placed it on the kitchen table. It is my favourite, Nasi Lemak.