Getting Married

This is a shock.. But I am getting married. It is a rash and stupid move but I am the one that went ahead with it. He wanted me to promise him that I will always be with him. I do not want to make any promises as I felt promises are just paying lip service and I told him that. But after a while, he came back and asked me again about the promise. In anger, I told him why not we just register to get married. He agreed and he even sent me the link for the registration of marriage. I then logged online and submitted our names and details. I told him what I was doing.. he never stopped me. I asked him for the witnesses name and i/c, he gave me his mum's name. So it was completed.. And after that he asked me why I went and made such a rash move? I said.. you are agreeable to it also.. you supplied me with the link to ROM, you gave me your mum's name and i/c.. and now you are blaming me for a rash decision. I hate it.

He apologized and said to forget about the matter.. but my hardheadedness and my stubborness and my pride refused to let it go. I said since u wanna me to make a promise to you... well getting married to u is the best promise I can make. He said he do not want us to get married in anger.. then I said that is too bad cos you are the one that supplied me with the link and the information. And then I said I will not back out of it. He said no one will believe us as it is too soon and I said yes they will cos I will tell them of it. If not, they will believe when they see our marriage certificate. He apologized again.. but I wont accept and I am not going to accept. I am going to doom myself to this marriage. Even before it starts, I can see that it is going to be a disaster.. but I will go ahead with it.. to make sure I fulfill the promise he wanted me to make.. I don't believe in divorce so there is no escape for me..